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Name: Steffie
Location: Cecil County, Maryland, United States
Birthday: 12/21/1990
Gender: Female


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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Okay I am updating because, i'm not sure why actually.Ha what a great entery eh? Oh I remembered why I updated. It was just to say I did it.


Thursday, April 13, 2006

Okay I am bored so heres anouther update. Well my last entry I was all like yay the park. Well it turns out I didnt even go to that park. I wented to a diff one and with diff people ha. Yesterday I hung out with Justin all day and we had gay and lesbian adventures I never realized how big lakeside actually is until I walked through it all yesterday.Some weird guy shook my hand and asked me to come to his house at like 6:30 that night to see his band practice and drink and smoke pot. It was gross I had to go home and wash my hand.Oh I bought condoms just to have a pink one and it said asorted colors but I opened them outside of walmart and they only had red orange and yellow and I was pissed. But they taste good so I guess it will be okay....maybe Oh I gots a song for you lovely mother fucks


Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Count the bodies like sheep
Count the bodies like sheep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Count the bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go to sleep [x14]
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums [x2]

I’ll be the one to protect you from your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same, I must isolate you…
Isolate and save you from yourself …

Hehe Steffie loves that song mmm *song orgasm* Hmm I am bored. I would be going to my friend Laceys right now but noo my mommy said no and if I'm not home she'll call the cops on me. Oh oh that reminds me while I was in lakeside yesterday a cop called me over to his car...and it was the one that was here from when I "ran away" he was all like Does your mom know your here? How are you? Are you still taking your meds? Then somebody that was all paranoid asked me in a really worried voice what'd that cop ask you? haha wow this just sat here for like 15 mins doing nothing lol I think i'm done. Yeah I am lol bye.


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Well today is a rather boring day. So I decided to write in here to kill time. I stopped taking my meds 'cause I slept all the fucking time so i'm rather emotional....and I IMed somebody and he didnt answer me and it made me cry so now my eyes burn like hell. I have nothing to do today. I really miss school. I wish I was there right now. I am so going back next year. Later today I  might go to the park and see my Sammy there...not for sure...but I think it's pretty likely and if not i'll cry most likely lol. I am up dressed and showered and have my shoes on waiting...I got a  long time...probably wont be able to get to the park till 4:30 or 5:00 and it's 9:30 now so this really sucks...hmm I wonder if I could make my entry last until the time I might go to the park. Gah I really hope Sammy can go if not i'm walking to her house and kidnaping her there no worries now I'll get to see her either way Wow theres isnt much to say...Oh yesterday I so went to the park...and I learned how to not catch fish Oh I just remembered I totally have a big crush on somebody...and like I hate dating but i'm seriously thinking about going out with them...Actually that makes two crush's 'cause we all know I gots one on my Chet that isnt mine and if you reads this Chet face yeah I gots a crush on you and I loves you Wow I just sat here for like a lot of minutes doing nothing...There isnt much to say considering I don't do much. Oh Oh I know I can gossip...well this girl named Katie ran away...I don't go to school so thats like old news...but it's all I gots lol...and she could be back for all I know lol I met her once and she broke my door haha she didnt really brake it I was j/k when I said that to her...somebody like tryed to break in er something and she just happened to be playing with the door when we found out it was broke...I doubt anybody is gonna read this lol I would say goodbye now but what am I going to do then? So i'm just gonna sit here and stare at my screen with a blank stare until I can think of something to type. Wow this is fun!...not..You know what?...I'm cold...Yes,yes I am...Oh I got laid yestrerday *does dance* lmfao I wanna get laid now I'm not horny or anything lol...just so bored...I like sex it makes me feel powerful haha omg yesterday I was at k-mart waiting to pick up my bro...'cause he broke his car...and yeah...and I saw this girl carrying this baby in a bunny outfit and it had little bunny ears on it's hood omg it was so fuckin' cute I was like aww I want it! I was so tempted to steal it and I was looking at the baby all the way till they drove out of the parking lot. There was a farmer had a dog and bingo was his name-o....B-I-N-G-O....B-I-N-G-O...B-I-N-G-O and bingo was his name-o...fuck i'm bored lol omg I need to dye my hair so bad lol I miss a lot of people right now haha...like everybody I ever met I miss..Steffies lonely and bored. Oh Oh I just remembered I scared the shit outta my brothers friend "spazzy" today haha it was great I was waiting all morning to do it I unlocked the door and when I heard him at the steps I went to the door looked out the peakhole and right as he was gonna knock I swung open the door really fast and went ROAR!!! hehehe great times Oh that reminds me my brother skipped school again today and I can go wake him up when i'm done this I'll wait till 10:00 and then I will have spent half an hour here lol I so have no life. I just reread all my writting haha i'm boring...one more minute and I can post this and go bug Andy!!! Oh Oh it's 10:00 Toodles!!!


Monday, April 03, 2006

ROAR
Nobody comes here!!!
ROAR


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Hello my bitches and hoes
I am updating for you
And and!!!
A song for you lovely mother fuckers!
okay well bye

There's not much left to love
too tired today to hate
I feel the empty
I feel the minute of decay
I'm on my way down now, I'd like to take you with me
I'm on my way down
I'm on my way down now, I'd like to take you with me
I'm on my way down
the minute that it's born
it begins to die
I'd love to just give in,
I'd love to live this lie
I've been to black and back
I've whited out my name
a lack of pain, a lack of hope,
a lack of anything to say
there is no cure for what is killing me
I'm on my way down
I've looked ahead and saw a
world that's dead
I guess that I am too

[chorus]

I'm on my way down now, I'd like to take you with me...



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